I need a machine Gun (T68 SMG : Sub-Machine Gun .. hope this one will be enough) to shoot my sleep killer.
I hate it ….the only one thing in this world I hate to the core is this one. The only one thing I never want to see and have it in my life is this thing. I don’t know why I am getting it frequently, I have no words to express my angriness on this.
The thing is — D.R.E.A.M. (occurs while sleeping). It took/takes all my sleep … I have no good feeling when I woke up daily. Good thoughts , unwanted thoughts , good ones , bad ones , incidents , accidents , persons , things , missed ones, loving ones, ability , inability, hunting’s, feelings , happiness, worries, imaginations etc ., etc., Every thing comes in my mind while sleeping. Literally I can say , In the past 5 to 7 years I had only few dreamless nights. I can count it very easily.
Is there any good ways to overcome it ( mediation ?? , physical workouts ??, warm water bath ??, reducing dinner ??) ?? As a result I feel like I lost everything when I woke up in the morning …I feel like its better to be slept always. I can feel the pain inside my mind .
Whenever peoples wish me “sweet dreams” , I suddenly reply them and ask them to take back their wish. Hope every thing will be ok in some days. Waiting for that day ..to enjoy my dreamless sleep. I am just waiting to have a sleep for at least 8 hours without dreams.
I am tired of getting DREAMS. Hi DREAMS … please say a good bye to me and leave me forever.