Music without Rythm…!

Life is different without my Cinderellas on my side. Its long since I have been emotionally independent. For the past 8 years I was been surrounded by few peoples on my side on every moments and events of my life. I have and had lots of friends, few stated as friends , few stated as close friends, few stated as dear ones and very few stated as Cinderellas. The last two types of friends taught me most things in my life. I learned to express , I learned to be emotional, they ignited the creativity in me, they cleared some mind blocks in me , they gave me confidence, they encouraged me, they trusted me to the core, the shown my positive and they shown my negative, they brought the best in me.

I had no problems when they were with me. They took care of everything and obviously I became dependent to them. I am unaware of that, I would be jeopardized when I loose them. Peoples come into our life for a reason/a season/a life time. Among these years they Left ( I lost) one by one. Because they came for a reason and they got their work done for me and they left. Some left without saying , some made me to take a stand, few left by saying the reason. A lot went unquestioned, a lot went unanswered , but the result was unique i.e. I am looser all the time. Everyone had a perfect reason to leave or move away ( even I had/have reasons to leave few ) but the end result was I am the Looser …!

Among the most dear ones and Cinderellas, all the Cinderellas were girls. When dear ones left I easily took it and understood but when Cinderellas left , I was jeopardized. One thing is true , Life without girls is like a baby without smile. I never come to say that Girls are Life, but they make us to feel the life. Anyway a baby without smile is also a baby , but still smiling baby shows us the happiness. Simple starting and ending points are same in the life’s journey. Thanks for giving me the Lessons for Life time. Thanks for all my dear ones and Cinderellas.

Its really different to be independent and now I started enjoying my independency. But it took a long time to come to this state. Since I am a kind of person who loves and enjoys to be in the both sides of every thing, simply I started enjoying my loneliness and independency. Sugar is good when it has more sweet in it, but for sugar patients sugar with less sweet (no sugar) is good for health. I consider me as a patient and I understood that sugar with less sweet is good for my health. 🙂 Hope I have tasted more amount of sugar.

According to me “Learning and Leading is Life“. I am really tired being in the looser end. I am nowhere here to blame others, and thanks for being my teachers and preachers of life. I learned good enough on my emotional side and hope I can lead the rest with the lessons learned. Still a long way to go ….bon voyage !

ps:- For my friends this post would have given a different perception on me and my character. But still lots of different perceptions are there to come …!

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6 thoughts on “Music without Rythm…!

  1. Hi Satish,

    Came across your blog page. Ur’s seems to be filled with emotions ?? 😉
    Anyhow, experiences are part of life.,. dear ones, Cindrella’s, Fairies , Hp’s will come and go.,. Anyhow, all t best for t life ahead !!

  2. Life is a Journey with many co-passengers..some get down at some place , for ever and some get down and get in frequently.Some seem to be little forward and faster while some seem to be a little behind.Some seem to carry a lot of load for future while some travel free.The Journey seem to extend for long but all of a sudden all the journey ends one day.
    The end is enevitable.Realizing that its just a journey,celebrate the journey.Celebration means accept every thing that happens to you in the journey.Say YES to everything, then there will be no contradictions between good and bad..and life passes through easily.

  3. Hi,

    I could understand your feelings. It happened. I remembered you have already written that your friends got married. due to that only you might feel like this.

    this is right time to get settle down. better find one good partner for you.

    i wish all the best to get bad one for you 😉

    if good one join with good one, no use in this world; if good one join with bad one, bad person become good then country become good

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