Infinite happiniess with the new friends…!

Adding new friends is always a pleasure…! That too having the most beautiful, pure and non polluted friends is like a BLISS. For the past few months more than 10 to 15 friends added in my life. Thanks for my lil darlings for introducing these friends to me…! among them most are girls (kanishka – pink & chubby, Bephini – most cute , danush – stylish guy, pooja – curly hair beauty, danushri – long hair fairy tale, roopali – healthy one, charu, kiran, sivagiri, krithika, harish etc., ). Every one has a special description…But meeting them in person an taking them out¬† is the toughest thing…because you need a army force to control all of them in a single place.

Yes these little angels will make you tired in few hours and drain us out totally. :)…all are studying in UKG & 1st standard along with my little wonders (Reshma ,Sahana, Sharadha, Bharathi, Rahul, Subash, etc., ). Every Sunday we will have a long chat about the other common friends of us ( their class mates ). Waiting for the day to meet all the little ones…! Interesting part is these lil ones know lot of things…they speak about hair style, dress style, dress sense, walking style, make ups, complexions etc, etc.,

Sitting to their range , chatting in their language , reacting to their reactions, arguing with their conversations, laughing for their lil jokes…nothing more to say…SIMPLY SIMPLY AWESOME. World is full of Bliss, when you hear, laugh ,speak and share with these lil Angels. I’m really lucky to have them on my side.

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No Luck this August…!

Usually for me August of every year will be a big one and interesting too. I always had loads of things to share with. But this year’s (2011) August really sucks. Except for very few things , everything missed out of my plans. Planned for few new things to be introduced related to my studio, planned for some bigger things on the NGO part too. Nothing worked….! ūüė¶¬† I really hate this part of myself for not able to keep my words.

Seemed like I planed right….but failed somewhere to execute it. Not able to find where things went wrong. Seems like I work every hour of the day…but the end result is not productive. Hitting my head hardly…to make things on the line. Might be I need some silence and concentration. Seriously¬† have to rework on my time management skills/system. My friends used to say me tat, I’m very good in managing ppl. But recent happenings proves tat my ppl management skills are also not upto the level.¬† It’s like I am loosing my way…..have to be in track asap.

This time don’t need anyone to behold me . It’s time to learn and come up by myself. Still have lot of belief in me tat…I will make the things straight. Lets wait n see..how fast this things will get settled. LET’s SEE….!

AUGUST – has lots of things to deal with…!

AUGUST…here it is. As I always say….August is my favorite month for several reasons. August has my Big day, few close friends big day, friendship day, raksha bandhan, Crazy Pencilz Studio day etc. Every year…August had lot of stuffs , lot of happenings , lot of twists n turns. Usually perception varies time to time…but for me the perception on AUGUST is the same all these years.

All set to go, especially this year 2011’s August gonna be a big and challenging one. Planned for few new introductions, a long time dream gonna be completely live this month ( watchyourkids.org ), and few things related to CrazyPencilz. Done with all the action plans…and if things go right…really this years August will be memorable forever. Lets see how things gonna be….!

LIFE is Sooooo much BEAUTIFUL with this AUGUST month every year.

Its all about REALationships…!

( This post is gonna be just about my thoughts on myself and nothing more than a introspection…but nothing like too personal…if the reader thought of getting some common news from this post, then sorry…you can opt out of reading this…)

After a long time ….I’m looking into myself in terms of relationships. Long time back….read a SMS quoting that,

“Blessed is a person who is too busy to worry at Day time

¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬† & too tired to worry at Night time”

really a true one. I was actually like this for the past two years…..day and night full of works…thoughts full of commitments towards job….times full of dreams about the passion. Because of this I was out of every close relationships….and out of all my routines. And I sort of enjoyed it too. I was really fed up with my experiences on the relationships previously….so I felt¬† more relaxed when I was fully loaded with works and commitments towards work. Really life was so much beautiful with all these new experiences.

Every time when I get some bad experiences from the relationships in some way I took it as¬† I’m getting used with things and I’m getting more strength to handle the EQ side of me. But recently things were proven wrong. Again I was hit hardly and loosing my control. I hate this part of mine. Where all my experiences gone. Even I got hit even worse in the past…this time this is sort of new thing to handle. Where all my strengths have gone ?? So wats the use in learning lessons from all my experiences. Don’t know answer for all these questions. I hate myself for finding it hard to handle the situation now. I never wanted to be in this situation again. But I’m in tat. There is no one to Blame…seriously I have no one to blame for this situation.¬† Every one knows wat they want clearly and they move of with no reason or no explanation. I’m very tired of pulling answers and making a point in myself.

I’m not in Love, I’m not in committed relationships and not made anyone to be like tat with me. But things were misinterpreted , things were misjudged. This time its not about loosing…its all about hating myself for not able to handling things.

I don’t know why I get all these experiences all the time….I don’t know wat this life tries to teach me. I’m really tired of taking things positive….I’m tired of fooled myself by saying some self answers for the unanswered questions. I’m tired of going down to the core for asking a reason. I hate this part of myself. The end result is, I again started loosing faith in relationships….started loosing interest in relationships. I know this is not good for rest of my life. One should never loose faith in relationships. I’m really tired of these unwanted lessons for life. When it comes to relationships its useless to learn from one and another…just have to face it…tats it.¬† RELationships¬† should actually be seen as “REALationships”. Adding “A” will give more meaning to the word relationship.

I doubt¬† that I have some serious problem with my EQ side. Because how many times I loose…this time it’s even worse….totally upside down. This is not a big issue that I am not able to solve it….good thing is I have sorted out myself a lil¬† and things are good now. But wat matters is….how fast we are reacting and getting out of the things. Finally….. I should learn to develop some EGO on both personal and professional side. It helps a lot in this practical world. Just be practical in this practical world. Get used with the latest trends…even if it is in relationships.

Just little hope and the term “ Life is always Beautiful” and its the human who makes it ugly and complicated. So still believe in me for making this life more beautiful than ever. Long way to go…!

2011 calender rocks…!

January full of ¬†lot of challenges on work…February full of issues on team handling….March marched with lot of positives…April continued with the positives n lil negatives…..May full of lot of Misunderstandings….! This year 2011’s graph really rocks in my calender.

Every day has a whole bunch of new¬†experiences….mostly made me think like…from where all these stuffs come from…who plans a day to be like this to me…! I think this is the only reason…man/women discovered GOD and used his/her ¬†name for comfortability for all the good and mostly the bad things happening around him/her. If tat is the case and if I get a chance to meet him/her…I will trash him for nothing and no reason. ;)…jokes apart….but life is so much beautiful (really ??) ¬†with all these stuffs every day….and life surely will not be beautiful..if this stuff continues often…!

Okies…let me fix all these things and make the graph in a growing manner…and make it happen every month….all the best for¬†myself…to march forward…!

At time ..put things straight to bring more curves…!

Tough time ahead of me or I can say it along with me…! Things are not working out¬† as supposed to…or as I thought. Little bit interesting and different to handle…! But still….its really heavy to carry or handle…! Got to learn from every aspects and everything around me….! But the positive side is…I learnt to handle problem within its boundaries and not beyond tat…! So the advantage is one problem at a time and not the substitutes of the same…!

Putting things straight to make curves perfect...!

I’m 100 percent sure tat above paragraph will not give any meaning to any one…(seriously I’m also struggling get a meaning from it..lolz…jokes apart….)…its all about the professional side of mine…but not on the growth side…the growth curve is really good..and things are positive…! Its all about managing and handling certain things…! Experiencing these things in the beginning stages has a advantage always…! As Always…!

Just moving away from these things and marching forward with lot of¬† hope, courage , love and passion of what I do. Whatever happens life has to move on and this too shall pass away…! Feeling Happy for myself for handling some tough situations with a big smile and hope. Believe that I can put things straight to bring more curves (smiles)…! And as always waiting for the whole bunch of new days of the new weeks loaded with lot of surprises and twists and turns…!

With all these things Life is So Much beautiful…!

Beautiful wings has lots of pain behind it..!

For the past few weeks..one thing got into my mind and ¬†I find it difficult to handle or accept it. And its not on the professional side ..its on the personal side…! The incident or the person or the thing related to this is not important …but I want to say something about my perception…!

I was in a thought that…with all my lessons learned from my past (emotionally) I can handle all the things easily. But things are not in my¬†favor…life is interesting…it throws different things in different stages of life.And now again with lots of¬†introspection¬†¬†slowly getting to accept the things. Its about taking and accepting persons as they are…and everyone has a personal side and its different with everyone…! They should handle it and they should learn from their experiences…and no one else should try to help them getting out of the problem ( if they are grown enough).

Just remember this small story of a Butterfly which exactly relates to this post..( once told by me friend to me…!)

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly.
One day a small opening appeared.
He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours
as it struggled to squeeze its body through the tiny hole.
Then it stopped, as if it couldn’t go further.

So the man decided to help the butterfly.
He took a pair of scissors and
snipped off the remaining bits of cocoon.
The butterfly emerged easily but
it had a swollen body and shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch it,

expecting that any minute the wings would enlarge
and expand enough to support the body,
Neither happened!
In fact the butterfly spent the rest of its life
crawling around.
It was never able to fly.

What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand:
The restricting cocoon and the struggle
required by the butterfly to get through the opening
was a way of forcing the fluid from the body
into the wings so that it would be ready
for flight once that was achieved.

Sometimes struggles are exactly
what we need in our lives.
Going through life with no obstacles would cripple us.
We will not be as strong as we could have been
and we would never fly.

Cocoon goes thru the pain to get wings for life...!

It took all these years to understand this story exactly. Just tried to protect or help a friend from a big problem . But later realized that its time for my friend ¬†to learn to handle this problem and get out of ¬†it. When it comes to personal problem I should have thought this twice before involving into this. Life is all about learning and leading….! Again a good lesson from my best friend….! Thanks for that…and sorry if I disturbed in one way or other…!