Traveling along with the dreams…!

October 11, 2010 one of the most important day of this year, as we (Blossom NGO) step into 5th year.We call it as B Day (Blossom Day).  Oct 11th 2006, we named our dream and registered it. I don’t know how many will get a chance to live along with the dream…and how many will get a chance to travel along with the dreams. We are lucky to get this chance. Traveling with Blossom all these years is really a bliss.  With sustainable growth and in a meaningful position we are happy to enter the fifth year.

Happy Birthday Blossom.

Frankly speaking, we found to move easy in the early years. We managed to create enough funds and volunteers and we achieved more than what we though of. The third year was bit tough to move due to lack of volunteers. And the fourth year was really a hectic one and we lagged a lot in both volunteers and funds. We faced a big financial crisis. But some how managed to support the usual activities. We considerably reduced the new activities and just maintained with the prior committed activities.

Personally I wish  to thank  jayashree (GG), eniyan, senthil,srini, selvam, shankar, gopal, mari for their continuous support at all the times. Without them all these years could not have been moved. Whatever may be the time and reason..these guys never stopped supporting us financially. Thanks a ton to other volunteers for their  financial and moral support. My special thanks to siva,madan,padma,mohan,angai,lakshmi,saravana,vasanth(vkrish),YHM,nagappan for their encouragement and their positive thoughts on Blossom. Their encouraging words and interest in the activities made us to move further. My heartfelt thanks to all the kind hearts involved in Blossom.We never measure a help by size, but we measure it by consistency. So every volunteer involved in Blossom made a positive difference in other lives.

We promise to take Blossom to the next level in this 5th year.  We are sure that Blossom will reach more people  to create smiles. With the perpetual  support from friends and kind hearts…any thing is possible in this world. Long way to travel…slowly but steadily we will make it happen. Together we can and together we will.

Blossom…lets bring it….!

Because of Blossom….Life is always beautiful and meaning full  …! Happy to be a part of it.

ps : For those who do not know about Blossom. Blossom is a social welfare organization which mainly works on the education field to provide quality education to all the students. Simple Equality in Quality eduction. Our major working areas are remote villages of Tamil nadu. Blossom also involved in humanity based services. For more details please contact

Meeting with Dr.Kalam at Raj Bhavan, Chennai

Oct 7th of 2009 (tomorrow) , Dr.A.P.J. Abdul Kalam is meeting  the representatives from 30  NGO’s  and will be discussing on the social grounds. Dr. Kalam wanted to meet all the NGO representatives to know more about the organizations . Will be giving some advice on the development of India through the activities of Action 2020 group, which is working towards the dream vision- India 2020. Action 2020 is a network/group which links around 35 NGO’s working in and around TamilNadu. Dr.Kalam has always shown some special interest on the Action 2020 team activities.

Dr.Kalam - the man of biggest Dreams

Dr.Kalam - the man of biggest Dreams

Blossom is also part of the Action 2020 team and our representatives (mohan & Arun) are also meeting Dr.Kalam tomorrow. And its good to see a great man interested in the NGO’s works and inspiring them by his commitment and his activities.

The meeting is scheduled on 7th Oct 2009 , 8.15 pm at RAJ BHAVAN, Chennai and the time given was one hour. And we wish the meeting should be extended for some more time. So that we can get some more ideas from Dr.Kalam to proceed further. Happy to be a part of Action 2020 and happy to meet Dr.Kalam. Let me update with the happenings soon.

hope it’s gone …!

10 beautiful days have passed without writing a post.Lots of interesting things happened in the past 10 days.I was just preoccupied with the  most unforgettable days,moments,incidents etc., I can say November 2008 taught me more lessons  and hope this is the right time to get it.

One more happiest things is , I had around 3 to 4 dreamless sleep in the past one week. Its really wonderful to have a dreamless sleep.It’s a good sign of my inner development. Hope this continues :). Anyways for me life is always beautiful with or without dreams.

Oct 11th – we registered our dream and named it…!

This day mean a lot to me and One of the moooooooost wonderful day in my life. Two years back, this day was the starting date of my journey towards the so called destiny . This day gave a physical/visual shape to our thoughts.This was the day we officially announced a name for our dreams and the date we registered our dreams. And its Blossom’s birth date.

Happy Birthday Blossom.

We are a team of eight like-minded peoples decided to go for a formal registration and made it. Blossom was formed and registered on Oct 11th of 2006. We gathered our dreams and finally consolidated it…the result was we got the Vision of Blossom.Then the core team set the mission and started working on it. Here ends the brief story on Blossom’s birth.

Today Blossom with its own style, bloomed in few lives as smiles and happiness. I whole heartedly thank the God Fathers and back bones of Blossom (mari and mohan). Without them nothing would have happened. Now blossom has its own fans (members) and it’s growing daily.Hearty thanks to all the friends and members for their continued support and encouragement.Without them Blossom birth date would be meaningless.

Very few in this world will get a chance of living with their dreams and to feel the dreams. And we are few among the few. Really we are lucky.Along with Blossom we are in right path and still a long way to go. With lashings of wishes and kisses, we wish Blossom to bloom in more lives and this perpetual happiness to be continued to all.

Happy B’day Blossom. U mean a lot in my life.

traveling and living …!

This was the 5th weekend I was traveling. June month is really hectic for me. I was so tired. I usually love to travel , but traveling in weekends and coming back to work on Monday is a hectic one. Among the five weekend travels few travels were more uncomfortable. Those were the unplanned journeys I haven’t booked tickets. So I had few uncomfortable journeys.

Already I am loosing my sleepy nights because of the f…..g dreams. These uncomfortable journeys makes me so tired. Nowadays I am afraid of traveling through buses. Anyways thanks for the Bourbon biscuits, (Maaza/slice) mango drink, Ipod music player, vikadan magazine and off course THE MOON for making my journeys good.

The worst part was , last month I was flooded with tasks (preparing the accounts sheet for Blossom, Collecting and finalizing ed. requests, target date of my component in office, working on prototype model for QUEST, checking with the ABL videos, collecting requests/quotations from govt. schools and finalizing , communicating with HTSL community services, preparing QEC visit report, meeting auditor for accounts and AT-G80, etc.,). Its not the toughest job to do all these things, but I failed to manage my time. May be its because I am weak mentally and physically. Both are due to the sleepless(dream full) nights. Still I have few tasks unfinished. Hope to complete it by this weekend.

I always feel guilty when I could not able to maintain my time. I feel bad to the core when I couldn’t able to complete the tasks in the accepted time. Except for office work , for other tasks no one forced me to the give a short schedule. I have given the schedule, but I could not able to make it.It’s all about time management. I know where I was going wrong. I should start working on it to get it wright.

For now, I am tired. I wish to sleep for hours without any disturbance and dreams. Hope a good sleep will be a panacea.

hit back again…!

It was a cloudy evening..with sun paints the sky with its golden color. A guy is standing in the corner of the mountain/highest place. He can able to see this whole world and all its activities. He can see all the selfish living beings(humans) in of this world.He is just holding his hands together and watching the world calmly.For his eyes the world is not sphere its just rectangle and he is standing in the corner of the rectangle.The guy is …. S Its me. yes..its a dream of yesterday night. I couldn’t believe why the hell I am getting these kinds of dreams…! I am not such a kind of scientist to say/discover some thing on the shape of earth !!! (yenna kodumai sir ithu). And its very bad that nowadays I remember few of my dreams.

Its again ( regular) …my nights are filled with dreams. The F…..g dreams. Dreams dreams and dreams …these are things completely occupying my sleep. It’s almost lots of months had been passed for me without a good sleep. I forgot my last slept night without dreams.I don’t know why the hell I am getting dreams !

Whenever I close my eyes…dreams open inside my eyes. I hate every nights and every morning I woke up. When I woke up I can feel the pain in my eyes , brain/mind. I have no good feel while awaking every morning. I have no deep sleep . Its almost 2.40, 3.15, 4.30, 5.50 am every morning I woke up due to my dreams and I feel fresh and you can’t see any symptoms in me of awakening from sleep.

I am totally disturbed bcos of my dreams. When I am going to get released from this ? I don’t wish to go for sleeping pills. I know it’s harm to health and its not a good habit. I believe I will come out of this issue. Having no interest in GOD, still I pray ..” Mr.GOD do not give any dreams in my sleep“. I have long distance to travel…for that sleeping is important in my life. I had already lost lots and lost of nights. Hey Dreams ……please leave forever from my nights. I wish to sleep for hours…!

need a T68 SMG – Gun, to shoot the one I hate !!!

I need a machine Gun (T68 SMG : Sub-Machine Gun .. hope this one will be enough) to shoot my sleep killer.

I hate it ….the only one thing in this world I hate to the core is this one. The only one thing I never want to see and have it in my life is this thing. I don’t know why I am getting it frequently, I have no words to express my angriness on this.

The thing is — D.R.E.A.M. (occurs while sleeping). It took/takes all my sleep … I have no good feeling when I woke up daily. Good thoughts , unwanted thoughts , good ones , bad ones , incidents , accidents , persons , things , missed ones, loving ones, ability , inability, hunting’s, feelings , happiness, worries, imaginations etc ., etc., Every thing comes in my mind while sleeping. Literally I can say , In the past 5 to 7 years I had only few dreamless nights. I can count it very easily.

Is there any good ways to overcome it ( mediation ?? , physical workouts ??, warm water bath ??, reducing dinner ??) ?? As a result I feel like I lost everything when I woke up in the morning …I feel like its better to be slept always. I can feel the pain inside my mind .

Whenever peoples wish me “sweet dreams” , I suddenly reply them and ask them to take back their wish. Hope every thing will be ok in some days. Waiting for that day enjoy my dreamless sleep. I am just waiting to have a sleep for at least 8 hours without dreams.

I am tired of getting DREAMS.  Hi DREAMS … please say a good bye to me and leave me forever.